LUCKY #13

Lucky number 13

I’d like you to imagine what it’s like to be with me

Tears drip down my burnt cheeks

I opened my eyes in the sea

All I saw was green

If I reach out into my mind I can touch you

But my chest is flat like a boy’s

And I think too much for you

My lips hold my blossoming femininity

I exhale God into your mouth

The woman you seek is the man in me

Pressed against a shower wall

I want you to have me

In my dream I was scared

My arms hesitated to hold you

In the end I always surrender

777 flights with you

Love is inside me

If I align my chakras

Clear my mind

Ask my angels

Then it will be

Part of me will never believe

God what have you promised me?

Love is U-N-I-T-Y

God aren’t you fair, sexy, nasty?

If I think too much I believe I’m forsaken

You forget how strong you are

I can wait forever

I had it all along

I have to be a queen

I have to detach

I have to not care

I have to put myself out there

I have to do what other people think is right

Have, have, have until I never love again

If I transmute this love and put it in a poem

I am rewarded no matter what

These words are confirmation it’s true

The love I seek

The images in my mind

Were real all along